~beautiful thoughts by Eisya IsmaiL~

so tell me what is your point to see me cry ?
satisfaction ?
powerness?
you dont even notice that ur words kill me
so tell me what is it like
having the ability to crushed soemoene intomillion pieces without even have to try.
and pls tell me are u aware that im at the edge of depression
that you have made me.
do u know that every tears i have cried are the words that i couldnt speak
because,
everytime i tried,
it all came out wrong.
i guess
im nothing
much to you
but just a girl
who try to make you see that ;
shes the one that would have done anything to be your everything.



when i stood there, i felt november chill.
as my tears turn to dust ive come to realise how easy you have forgotten me.
but i have left from that place you brought me into; so cold and needed.
but everytime i turn the pages i can still see you.
theres nothing worse than those words youve said.
it keeps repeating inside my head.
Like a lovesong that i couldnt stop listen.
your love is jus a plastic,.
give it to me only to disapear your shadows is to heavy to lift.
i cant look back anymoe, this love survive only when we are apart i hold your heart with two hand
but now im letting it go,
ive loved you
ive hold you.
ive kissed you.
we're history.

P/S: 04/O8/09:08:01:PM by(ESYAISMAIL)